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Anime digital art of a solitary person standing in a lake at sunset, surrounded by glowing pink cherry blossom trees.

Anime digital art of a solitary person standing in a lake at sunset, surrounded by glowing pink cherry blossom trees.

I feel so bad and guilty cuz like.. yea I'm happy for my friends they are getting romance in their life's but I've been waiting for 5 years for a relationship... almost 6 at this point and only last year have I started looking for love again and wether I look for it or not, it has not come as easily as for how it did for my friends and I feel it's unfair bxs they weren't even searching for love and they just got it while I am here yearning so much for love and it looked like I finally got it but he's acting like, well, how I've already told you.... it's not fair, it's consuming me to think like this bcs wether I want to or not I feel envy. it's not fair for me to not get what I want. why is everything so much harder for me? why can't I just get things like my friends do? I've waited patiently,took risked myself for finding love, healed, let it come to me on its own and it didn't not arrive..... "could you shine ne the opposite of this feeling? See more